The aggravation from family can really mess up your psych. In fact, most failures come from listening to the ones you love or deem as most important to you. How can you feel so connected to someone but have them crush your dreams, hopes and aspirations?
I remember getting through for University abroad at the age of 16 and asking my grandmother with a thriving business for help. Now, 7 years later… I did NOT go to that University. Why? Take a wild guess. I bawled for days feeling crushed. I remember I wasn’t a religious person at that time and waited for everyone to leave the house and began screaming my throat out to God. All I wanted was for him to hear me. I told myself I wouldn't stop screaming until he heard me. Did God say anything to me in that time? Absolutely NOT.
Imagine you think you have this one shot to go get a better life. You ask the one person you think could help you and they say no. I battled within to come to terms. Flash forward to now.